Me and Nicole came to Amsterdam (in The Netherlands), together with Chantal K. and Lex on Sunday. We met Trevor P. there and went to our (heartbreak)hotels. We had a lot of fun!

We also went to the Grand Hotel where Whitney was supposed to stay, and freezed our butts off! On Friday, there was a huge article in a big newspaper about Whitney coming to Holland. It said that she needs a room temprature of 27 degrees (Celcius) or else she won't peform... and she also needs a new, not used water-boiler and a whole lot more.

Well, of course we went inside the Grand Hotel but didn't see Nip but we saw one of her bodyguards with the grey hair. I talked with him to make sure he was her bodyguard.

The next day we got up at 6 in the morning to meet a lot of other fans at the train station. I was really nervous because I wrote a letter to the "Surprise show" a little while ago with a girlfriend of mine Sandra. And we got a phonecall from the Surprise show that we both had to come! So I expected that I was the one who had the oppurtunity to meet Whitney.

So we got at the filmstudio's at about 10:30. But we couldn't get the tickets before 12:15!! So we had to stand the whole time in the freezing snow outside. Then we got the tickets and had to move to the big entrance withe the red carpet. I decided to stand near the entrance, and that was just the right thing to do.

I brought my huge, life-size display of Whitney and I also gave an intervieuw for TV. And after a little while, we saw a lot of cars coming and a big limo!! We all began to scream, there were a lot of people. And we all tought that Whitney will come out of the limo and walk over the red carpet. But instead the car drove directly into the building.

But Whitney came back and with her bodyguard and stood just outside the entrance; just where I was standing. She waved at the people and threw handkisses and then walked back inside-- leaving the crowd a little dissapointed that she didn't gave any autographs.

(But the day after was again Whitney with a big article in the news paper that she was very afraid, because Whitney had recieved a lot of letters from a sick Dutch fan, telling her that he is going to kill her so Whitney had a lot of security guards around her and even the FBI was there!

Maybe that's also the reason she cancelled her concert last year in Holland. The paper says that this crazy guy has been arrested before but is free again now. So I can imagine that Whitney didn't go into the crowd and gave autographs.)

Then we went inside and they played the MLIYL cd in the studio where Whitney will peform. We where all so nervous. Then at once, the presenter came with the so-called fan that got the chance to meet Whitney. She didn't know that Whitney would come and thought that she was gonna recieve a price from her job!

(Excuse me, but if she was a real Whitney fan she would have known that Whitney was coming to my country!!)

She didn't look very happy. She and the presenter had a seat in front of the standing audience. And then she came down the big stairs and the notes from the song INRBIO started. We all went crazy and screamed at the top of our lungs!

Whitney sang the song live and it was a powerfull peformance. We all jumped up and down like crazy! The camera also captured the so-called fan but no way she looked excited; she just was sitting there!!! After the peformance we saw Whitney driving away in her limo and she opened her window and waved at us!!!

Count on it that I will also be in Munster (Germany) for "Wetten dass"!

It was just unbelievable!

ps;Klaus-Peter brought the cd's with the new remixes and I think that the LWSTD remix sucked big time!

Well Rachel, see you later!