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Damn You Mr. Radio

Posted by Terrence, 20 October 2007 · 707 views

Have you ever been in a mood where your own words just couldn't describe fully how you are feeling? But when you turn on the radio and it seems like every song is directed to you and how you are feeling. It seems like you can't even switch it on without hearing at least three songs per hour that makes you think about how you are feeling. No matter how hard you try to push it out of your head for at least that moment, it slowly creeps back with each passing melody that soars across the airwaves. Damn you Mr. Radio. Just when I thought I was doing fine. Just when I thought I had conquered another thirty minutes of my life back, you play one of those familiar songs that bring me right back. Rather than explain how I feel through my own language, let me use the lyrics of others...

Giving up is hard to do
When you really love someone
Giving up .... so hard to do
When you still depend upon
Her warm and tender touch
Her kiss and her hug..........her caress
Oooooh that used to mean so much
And bring you happiness
- Donny Hathaway


Been sitting, thinking bout you
And I am wondering why were not getting along
So frustrated cause what we had was a happy home
I don't know what the situation is
But I could tell in the way we kiss
we don't talk no more it feels better when I’m alone

Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do
You gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn and walk away…

Baby I’m slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do
How did we end up here this way what are we gonna do
I’m slowly falling out baby I’m tripping on silly things
Boy, I need you to meet me half way if you want me to be with you
- Keyshia Cole

I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you.
I'm sad and lonely.

No one knew all the pain I went through.
All the love I saved deep in my heart for you.
Didn't know where I would go, where I would be.
But you made me leave.
And plus my heart it just,it kept telling me so.
- Keyshia Cole

Love was always supposed to be
Something wonderful to me
To watch it grow inside yourself
To feel your heart beside itself

Sometimes it hurts to love so bad
(when you know you've given all you can)
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh
(you do your best but it's still much too bad)
Sometimes the pain is just too much
And it hurts like hell
That's the way it feels
- Aretha Franklin

Every Sentimental And My Crying Sacrimental
Tell Me What I Cant Get Into
I Cant Lose My Mind
Think Its Time For Me To Let Go
Cause My Heart Cant Take It No More
You Were All I Lived For But I'll Leave You Behind

Imma Be Ok
Imma Be Ok
I'll Survive, I'll Be Fine, I Wont Cry No Way
Imma Be Ok
Imma Be Ok
Dont You Talk, I'll Move On, Baby Walk Away

Imma Keep My Head Up, Hold It High
Really Did My Best I Know You Tried
Even Though It Hurts I Will Survive
I'll Wipe My Eyes, I'll Stay Alive
Take A Deep Breath And Count To 10
Today's A New Day I'll Start Again,
Imma Find Myself So Deep Within
Imma Survivor I Will Win
- Chrisette Michele

I'm wiser now
Im not the foolish girl you used to know
So long ago
I'm stronger now
I've learned from my mistakes which way to go
And I should know
I put myself aside to do it in your way
But now i need to do it all alone

And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel no matter what I'll keep it real
You know
Time for me to do it on my own
- Whitney Houston

I found an old photograph
I couldn't help but laugh
I remember that day
And it was the best of times
You are my first
My beginning and my end
Am I losing my best friend
Am I coming or going
Or if this is goodbye

And now where do we go from here?
When everything seems so clear
Will I be left with the pains
Staying all alone, out in the rain
After the love is gone
When everything right turns wrong
And where do we go from here

Love have run out of time
You said you'd always be mine
It's hard to believe that somehow we've grown apart
Why the way that things have been
It just make no sense
Was so unprepared for the way I feel inside
- Brian McKnight

I gotta shake it off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake it off
Just like the Calgon commercial life
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake it off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake it off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
shake it off
- Mariah Carey

Once again we sit in silence
After all is said and done
Only emptiness inside us
Baby, look what we've become
We can make a million promises
But we still won't change
It isn't right to stay together
When you only bring each other pain
I don't wanna cry
Don't wanna cry
Nothing in the world
Could take us back
To where we used to be
Though I've give you my heart and soul
I must find a way of letting go
'Cause baby
I don't wanna cry
Too far apart to bridge the distance
But something keeps us hanging on and on
Pretending not to know the difference
Denying what we had is gone
Every moment we're together
It's just breaking me down
I know we swore it was forever
But it hurts too much to stay around
-Mariah Carey

This time I won’t play this game
I made a vow to make a change
And I bow out
I won’t be hanging around, baby
I decline to take the pain
And I resign the masquerade
And I bow out
I won’t be staying around, baby
I bow out

Can’t go on with the show
You’re just a stage I went through
Now you’re just fading from view, yeah baby
It’s time for a change of scene
Guess I’ll be taking my leave
I guess I won’t, I won’t stay in this play
Not for one minute
I’m gonna make, I’m gonna make my exit now
Oh baby

When you’re left standing on that stage all alone
Maybe you will realize
You should of learned to treat me right
And when this final act is finally through
Maybe you’ll wish you’d been
The kind of man you should have been
Now watch me say goodbye
And walk right out of your life
Oh baby, all right babe
- Whitney Houston


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Terrence, my brother, I'm praying. Just know that.
I'm praying too. I hope you get through this time for the better.

Lisa, on Oct 21 2007, 08:52 PM, said:

I'm praying too. I hope you get through this time for the better.

Terrence, I'm gonna call you tomorrow. I keep thinking about ya bro, and you know your in my prayers.

*you still SO STUPID for that text message, and now, I see it's your signature. LMAO*
You must be going through some changes my friend. I've been there. God knows I've lived some of those lyrics. Hurts Like Hell was written for me and Aretha nailed it. Lately I've been feeling Try It On My Own. The line "If you don't know by now, I can't go back to being someone else." I swear I feel her on every note in that line. Stay strong. It gets better.

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