Until The End Of Time (Or At Least A Few More Weeks)
Posted by Terrence,
16 September 2007
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"Now if you're ever wondering
About the way I'm feeling
Well baby there ain't no question
Just to be around you is a blessing
Sick and tired of trying to save the world
I just want to spend my time with you
And what you're giving me
Let's me know that we'll be alright."
Justin Timberlake recorded this song and it has so much meaning to my life right now. There is someone in my life that has been my world and my everything recently. I cannot begin to put into words how I feel about this person, but let me try. This is my open letter:
Dear Friend:
I met you about two months ago, and even though I have only known you for a short period of time, we link together like we have known each other for years. You are my calming sea, an ear to listen, a shoulder to lean on, and a back to hold me up. No matter how crazy things in my life seem to get whenever I am with you everything is silenced. I love being around you. I love your smile, your heart, and your mind. When I am with you everything seems so perfect. Nothing on this earth is wrong when I am in your presence. I love the way I feel, and the person I become when I am around you. Just the thought of your name instantly brings a smile to my face. When the phone rings and it’s you on the other end I instantly light up. Your impact on me has been so profound that I don’t remember my life before you entered it. You have no clue just how deeply you have touched my life and how much you keep me civil and level headed even though hell seems to be bursting open all around me. Knowing that you person are there and has my back makes the darkest nights, and the worst of times seem just that much better b/c I know I will see you again eventually. Being around you is a blessing b/c I would have lost my natural mind otherwise. It hurts like hell that the people who are SUPPOSED to have my back and stand for me act like they don't give a damn and are only acting on their own agendas. I'm tired of being pushed around and taking a back seat to accommodate others. It's time for me to step up and clean house. Either you roll with me, or get rolled the hell over. To know that since day one I had this other person's back and now they turned on me like I don't mean anything to them. It's not right, and it damn sure aint ok. I'll live though. I will survive. They will NOT break me, and they will NOT make me fold. However, I digress. To this special person this blog is about, I thank you. I thank you for being there through all this crap and standing by me. You didn't have to, but I am extremely glad you did. You seemed to jump right into the think of it and act like a constant life preserver and pull me back out of the raging sea whenever you seem me starting to drown. It’s an extreme honor and a pleasure to call you not only a friend, but my very best friend. I know you will never see this b/c you don't like Whitney like I do, but it's cool. I tell you how I feel enough anyway. You already know it. Now if you're ever wondering about the way I'm feeling, well baby there ain't no question. Just to be around you is a blessing...
Until Next Time
~ T
About the way I'm feeling
Well baby there ain't no question
Just to be around you is a blessing
Sick and tired of trying to save the world
I just want to spend my time with you
And what you're giving me
Let's me know that we'll be alright."
Justin Timberlake recorded this song and it has so much meaning to my life right now. There is someone in my life that has been my world and my everything recently. I cannot begin to put into words how I feel about this person, but let me try. This is my open letter:
Dear Friend:
I met you about two months ago, and even though I have only known you for a short period of time, we link together like we have known each other for years. You are my calming sea, an ear to listen, a shoulder to lean on, and a back to hold me up. No matter how crazy things in my life seem to get whenever I am with you everything is silenced. I love being around you. I love your smile, your heart, and your mind. When I am with you everything seems so perfect. Nothing on this earth is wrong when I am in your presence. I love the way I feel, and the person I become when I am around you. Just the thought of your name instantly brings a smile to my face. When the phone rings and it’s you on the other end I instantly light up. Your impact on me has been so profound that I don’t remember my life before you entered it. You have no clue just how deeply you have touched my life and how much you keep me civil and level headed even though hell seems to be bursting open all around me. Knowing that you person are there and has my back makes the darkest nights, and the worst of times seem just that much better b/c I know I will see you again eventually. Being around you is a blessing b/c I would have lost my natural mind otherwise. It hurts like hell that the people who are SUPPOSED to have my back and stand for me act like they don't give a damn and are only acting on their own agendas. I'm tired of being pushed around and taking a back seat to accommodate others. It's time for me to step up and clean house. Either you roll with me, or get rolled the hell over. To know that since day one I had this other person's back and now they turned on me like I don't mean anything to them. It's not right, and it damn sure aint ok. I'll live though. I will survive. They will NOT break me, and they will NOT make me fold. However, I digress. To this special person this blog is about, I thank you. I thank you for being there through all this crap and standing by me. You didn't have to, but I am extremely glad you did. You seemed to jump right into the think of it and act like a constant life preserver and pull me back out of the raging sea whenever you seem me starting to drown. It’s an extreme honor and a pleasure to call you not only a friend, but my very best friend. I know you will never see this b/c you don't like Whitney like I do, but it's cool. I tell you how I feel enough anyway. You already know it. Now if you're ever wondering about the way I'm feeling, well baby there ain't no question. Just to be around you is a blessing...
Until Next Time
~ T












But seriously, you made a brother tear up with that one!